Having thought about it, it's since the beginning that I've never seen a reason to be suspicious, lol!
To the contrary, I saw consciousness of innocence, which I learned about from listening to- and reading the works of- the late, great Vincent Bugliosi and have been fascinated with it ever since.
Anyway, I've decided to compile a list everything Jennifer said and did that I think shows innocence.
Sounds interesting, theory.
I know you know you are in the minority and the vast majority feels otherwise including tons of experts in various fields from LE to body language to psych doctors and more. I also know that doesn't phase you. It wouldn't me either if I believed something that the "group" did not. I'm not a sheep lol, nor are you.
I don't see it that way though at all. And there is tons that imo cannot be ignored but you don't agree there either.
I have said it before and will again, I'm not convinced she had knowledge or that she participated but I'm not convinced she didn't either. I know this much, I will never have sympathy now or see her as a victim because at minimum she made many horrendous choices as a mother and imo pretty much failed as one. Many say she had no bond with MS/never bonded with her. I tend to agree. I see no love for her in her at all and all I see is protection of self (and prior SS).
I watched a show last night by someone well known with guests on. I will be money you would have shut it off if you even did give it a watch. It may have been the harshest opinion yet I've seen of JS by one of the guests/expert. I could though understand completely what the person saw and why.
It doesn't matter though. We know we aren't going to get anywhere with changing the opinion of the other and mine actually is not fully formed because I don't think it can be said certainly either way as we don't have all the facts.
Tell me, does the way of Buglosi have one ignoring all else and only looking for the one thing? Because that's like cops with blinders on who focus on one suspect and can't see or look at anything else, but in an opposite way. If you only look for one thing and in one direction, you're apt to find what you want. If that's how it is, I don't see it as a way to use for the reasons just mentioned. It does seem from what you have said that that's what you do or did, look just for that and only that, and ignore all else.
Lol, in all lightness, I in most cases I follow could never be a juror and I know that because most of the time I do reach an opinion and it's a solid one, unshakable one to 99 percent or close in MOST. I have to say though also you could never be a juror as your mind is made up long before and in this case, I really don't see how. That's okay though.
And just so you know, I'm not just going along with a majority. I don't do that. I look at it myself and I see many of the same things, maybe more than some of them even. I started out at zero and against some, giving her the benefit of the doubt at the outset until I had enough reason not to.
I don't know what her deal is or if she has one or will ever have one or if she will be charged or not, but she should be charged at minimum even now with child neglect or failure to protect as is her duty, there's ample for such as to the charge that fits, not sure on Florida's precise one.
You know, normally I'd at least feel bad for her for the loss of her child but I don't feel that either because she doesn't care much herself. She did not care about MS above and beyond herself and that's as clear as crystal. Or above SS either.
I'm also not sure I buy that she was ever really "done" with this man. He was her partner as she says but he really wasn't, he was Maddie's partner... I don't mean that literally as Maddie could not consent and there was nothing but SA going on. I'm just saying JS may have wanted a partner but he wasn't hers....
I see or sense a lot here I don't even touch on as I know you wouldn't agree anyhow, but there's something twisted here in this. Some think she was jealous of her daughter. Some think she was fine with it and if it kept him happy and kept him around was fine with giving him her daughter. It could be something like either of those or it could be something more/else. And I don't mean if he was using his images of MS or selling them, although that would certainly apply. I mean twisted with regard to JS in this. There is something really wrong with this woman. Sorry but how I see her. I've also said many a a time she needs some serious help at minimum, but I'm not sure it would do any good.
Those are my thoughts this morning. Actually they are my thoughts a lot of the time, but hardly all of them.
Why is it my days off every time feel like each one is five minutes long and a work week feels like six months? Sigh. I have a full one yet but already feel like it's over. Of course they are always full of too much to do and not enough time for anything else or to get it all done, that's probably part of it. Normally on Saturdays I work most at 1 so I still get a late morning tomorrow but for some reason this time they put me on at 8:30 tomorrow morning. Not real happy with it. I work every weekend in exchange for Thurs, Fri, and a late Sat. start. It isn't guaranteed but that's the deal or fair exchange for my working every weekend and when it isn't honored, I'm not real happy. It doesn't make a lot of sense either, they are over hired and no reason that I can think of they can't have someone else on for the morning. Oh well. In fact I am on mornings all weeks and that's unheard of too. Never has that happened. The bright side is I have no back to backs and that's unheard of too.
I wonder if this will take years. Will they move the SA and CP charges and trial right through? Waiting for his defense atty to start delays, I mean don't they always...Haven't really heard or seen much from his counsel have we, or any filings, etc.?
. It's one of those And I thought I'd heard everything" 's. I'm not easily shocked either. But I seem to be alot. Because of the depravity that humans act upon other humans. Things you can't, Unread, Unhear, And unsee.
